My last word on chris benoit?

Wow, That was like my same thought, I always wanted to say that but it didnt get out, that was a fantastic editorial, Chris Benoit was not some kind of serial killer, he was a man we all knew and loved, a man I would trust with me and my families life, I too just walked around not talking to anyone for an entire week, just dazed, It was the absolute last thing I would ever expect from Benoit, I knew Benoit as a kind and respectful man, he was so nice to his fans and children, In my life he has been the only wrestler that I molded myself as. I bealive that Benoit thought he didnt deserve to go to heavan and he would probaly say that beyond the grave, but I bealive he does deserve to live in peace. Imagine what it was like for him, his brain just like shut off, black out, you wake up and you find your love dead, that must of been terrifying, no wonder he didnt leave a note, he had no idea what had happend, he didnt know what went on in his brain. I think it is hard for some people to comprehend beacause we look at some of these wrestlers as imortals, as superhereos, we forget they too are human, they have emotions, they have thought, and we all remembered this once again. Its like little kids loving someone like spiderman, they dont expect to hear on the news spiderman dead. It was just so bizarre, I would of guess Mother Tarresa or the pope do something like this. The man loved his family, I dont know much of his relationship with his wife but I know he loved his son. He was an old fashion kinda guy, like a grand father, he had old fahion morales and you dont get people that pure or honest anymore. He just seemed like a grandpa, and now that we know that his brain resembled and 85 year old alzheimers victim, he may have had too many similarities to my grandparents. It is the saddest emotion I have ever felt, I have lost a friend, someone that I watched after having a crummy day and just cheered up beacause I loved that guy, and I dont say that too many people. That is why I also liked chris we were alot alike. I remember perfectly my first WWE event, Edge vs. Benoit, his music hit everyone started cheering and then when he came out everypone just stopped, we were all choked up beacause the moment you saw him you felt an aura that just made you just stop and say wow. I remember after the match he had lost to Edge, he got up hoding his ribs and hhead beacause of the heads, me and my brother starting cherring Benoit, the people behind us started joining in, and the infont of us, soon the entire arena was on thier feet chanting his name, he open his eyes up in surprised and looked us, his eyes feeledwith tears, he looked up and smiled, it felt like he was staring directly at me, it was anazing, I know chris didnt get that much, and I got to give him my gift back to him for twentyears of tearing up his body to please me, it was that single moment he looked at me everything slowed down, i looked around seeing everyone cheer him, and I was like I want to do this, i want to be just like that guy,3 weeks later he left us all forwever, with more questions arriving with every answer. It is strange to see the man you looked up to your entire life being talked abouti in the same sentence as murderer. It is strange we will never comprehend why things like this happn, he are humans an our brains have limits of understanding, our bodies have limits, and Chris's had just reached his. Chris Benoit gave me everything he had for 20 years, sacrificing the vanity of his body, I will not forget that, beacause of 3 years were he became like us, human, If I do forget that hardwork then he has died in vain, I admire the benoits for keeping true to Benoit's legacy of giving, I hope they can discover how exactly this damage destroyed his family and use that link to save others.